[[MORE]]There’s something wrong with me, I’m sure. It’s either all the expectations in the world, or none at all. And I’m so sorry, but you’re bound to realize this soon, which also means that everything is due to end soon.
If it’s meant for you, you won’t have to beg for it. You will never have to...– Chelsis Porter (via odaro)
“At this range, I’m a real Frederick Zoller.”
Fast romance. That’s what was promised.
first to say it.
Losing my independence and personal identity seem to be things I do as recreational activities. omfg.
harrypottersmum: I wish Professor McGonagall ended all her classes by snapping her fingers, saying “McGonagone” then strutting out.
Only by you my heart always moves.– e.e. cummings (via larmoyante)
Second star to the right, Wendy.
will you still love me when i'm suicidal?
writingsforwinter: The first time I stood at the edge of a building with the intent to jump off, he threw a blood orange over the edge and forced me to watch it explode into colorful pulpy innards on the pavement below, until I no longer felt the desire to hear my own heart make the same dull splat. See, after we went skinny-dipping in Oklahoma two weeks later, I put a stethoscope over my...
Stars drowned in their lover, Sky.– 6-Word Story #95 (via writingsforwinter)
TODAY I SAW OMNICAT. Serious shit, yo.
I’m losing it.
I wish it would rain so hard that the impact would force the dirt off of all exposed ground. So that the granite would be smoothed by the barrage of rain and so that trees would bow with the weight of the water, low and humble to the heavens.
I never really liked the idea of a ‘public’ blog, where people I actually know can read the things I post. I never liked the idea of using the first person in writing either. Expressing ideas with “I think” or “I believe” just seem so juvenile to me, but I guess that’s what blogging is all about. I think there might be two kinds of bloggers- one...
Decided to do things that will make me feel good. haha. I wonder how this will play out in the long term.
going to try to stop taking myself too seriously.
I get told that I like to let go of things, especially when they become too heavy or burdensome to carry. I feel like my life is just like a spider’s web.. thin and stretched out, with my priorities on the side, safely attached to some port, and human relations resting in the very center- or the weakest spot. And then as the other things take up more of my time, the optional things, in the...
I’m a dull person haha.
Ok I just remembered just now why I don’t like california.. AWFUL HEAT.
I tend to do this a lot, get too excited over something and then drop it like deadweight after a while. What an erratic lifestyle.
Missed opportunities. We’re like passing trains. I think I might be disappointed that we couldn’t go together, but I’m glad that you’re willing to somewhat show some preference towards me? haha I think it’s too faint, too not-there to say it’s liking, but at least I know you prefer me? I’m glad.
When I get stressed out I like to trim and style my hair. So for the past few days I’ve had better than usual hair days, to the curiosity of others. [[MORE]]Sometimes I wish I was more easily satisfied? Well, no. I was told by somebody I admire that we shouldn’t settle for less. But in my mind I’m wondering if this is even a serious enough occasion for me to consider settling...
Do preferences make me a bad person? Because that’s certainly what I feel like right now. Or maybe it’s alright for us to preference based on one thing, but not the other? In truth I wouldn’t even mind if you were bad looking, if only you could carry yourself in a more elegant, less clumsy way..
I am the world's most superficial person.
I am. But this means a lot to me, which I guess means that I’m going to do what I want to do. Pretty awful.
Dismal. What’s wrong with my life, seriously.
One day, you’re 17 and you’re planning for someday. And then quietly, without...– John Green (via hardcore)
where am I even living
Too much of an idealist. [[MORE]] A friend recently noted that I am the type of person to pick up my relationships whenever I’m not busy, and drop all of them when I am. I guess it’s true, and since she noted it, I guess it means that it’s a prominent thing.